Feelings

A few weeks ago I went to a show put on by a friend of mine. Julia was at work, and normally I would have just stayed home (sic), but it was important to him, so I went for support. I saw a lot of people there that Julia and I hang out with on a semi-regular basis. I felt absolutely no desire or compulsion to interact with them at all.

I feel so incapable of connecting with most people. I feel like the only personality I have is the one I keep to myself. I feel like other people must view me as extremely boring.

I feel wasted.